Imagine a pile of stuff precariously placed on a table. It is still for a long while, and then suddenly, the pieces fall. The items find a different normal. Sometimes life happens like this. Things are stagnant for a while, and then suddenly, out of nowhere things jolt into a different place. Some explain this with the end of a retrograde of the planets, others explain it with the Towers card, some believe it is some kind of Devine intervention, and others would describe it with physics.
Whatever the cause, that has been my life this past month. A grandparent passes away, a car-totaling crash (and the logistics of the aftermath), discoveries, getting back to taking composition lessons, work drama, rapid healing, and an engagement!
Much of the stress and/or excitement due to these rapid progressions is caused by the unsurety of the future. Things were settled before, but now everything is shook up, rearranged, or new. But there are some things that you just know. My life and love have made me know that I wanted to say ‘yes’ to my fiancé. As some know that physics holds the explanation of potential force, I am a firm believer of chemistry. I know that the people in my life whom I have great chemistry with will remain friends, or in this case, my partner for my whole life. There are few things in life that are that innate.
Music is one of those things. Depending on the time in my life, music has been an intense passion, an emotional support, or something I can depend on always being there.